Recently, I'm starting to think about that except of job what other things i should dive myself in.
SQL
GMAT
Workout
Travel
2 days ago, I biked around the city at night. It was very very nice.
the breeze, the sweat, the lights, the people.
It wasn't easy, the last few days.
Lots of uncertainty.
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And I don't know if it is just the strange thought in my mind,
I kinda feel like people arround me are trying to control my life when i did reach the level that ppl call it 'success.'
Everyone trys to be part of it. I don't like what they behave at all. Actually i quite hate it.
The truth is I make these on my own, including returned to TW, tried GMAT and got the job... nobody actually tell me what to do then...
But people are telling me what to do start from the day i was hired by a leading company in the industry.
How come ?
Why don't they go back to their life and drive their motivation to themslves...
to see if their lifes can also get some improvement from those ''clever & kind advice" that they share with me.
Sick...
If you're good at something, never do it for free.
And another kinda ppl, they are asking for help from me. It is okay for that. But...
They don't even want to try new thing first.
Just hoping somebody can pull them out from their "tragedy" (Many ppl call their life that way...), and receive the energy ASAP.
These will never happen.
The things is if you don't wanna give it a shot... my words would be useless which they've been useless already. Then the energy is wasted too.
So my lesson learnt of time waste on fake friends: If you're good at something, never do it for free.
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But still... I love my new life
I've started my new work for 3 weeks... god... time flies... it has already been 3 weeks...
it is like i just got the job yesterday...then i was in taipei...got surprised by myself...
Back to now...
Although it is hard to finish in short-term, I tried hard to get the sketch of the organization and work.
And lots of things are going on at the same time...
I actually miss taipei a lot too... I miss Raj and the life in Daan Dist.
Thinking about i've got protected by him for so long... tho he makes me become a happier and more confidence person by encouraging me to take over the task in life and to jump out of my comfort zone.
Sad that I realize he is my comfort zone all the time...
Every time when i'm not sure and afraid of the uncertainty... he always guides me and helps me reach the goal...
With his encouragment and cheering words, I fulfilled much more things than i thought.
i miss him...Damn covid...
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