Hey... Good day, woke up this morning at around 8:10, feels good.
Didn't feel like eating much for breakfast, but drinking lots of coffee.
Actually i have a big fight with Raj yesterday, i think he would never understand why i am so angry about...
But that's fine... you know.. ppl be friends when finding there's much connection...
and will keep distance when u also find out... there's conflict between your and theirs conviction...
So...Just a normal part of live.
But i am happy that i am brave to point out the wrong part.
and also happy that i made it, I stand firmly to what i believe which is better for myself.
it'll be hurt... but will not last long.
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and it was a very lazy day...
started with 3 cups of coffee..that i really love UCC dripping
So bought another 18x package from Taobao.
It is so good to have morning Jazz music..can wake me up totally in a gentle way.
Thinking about leaving the job...and maintain the live routine..and think clearly about what i wnat in the future.
a few days ago, i did a test for self meditation that can help you know about yourself.
There's one main topic: What are your value ?
So i follow the instruction and spent 2 hours to finish the test.
I felt I know better about myself... it is wierd to said that.
But sometimes we really don't as understand ourselves as we thought we do...
And the result indicates that "being the best" is the top 1 value of mine...
Since i will be proud of myself or be very upset if i try to reach the target with or without the attitude.
Or i am always touched by ppl who try their best to conqer either a tough situation or a small one,
since which means they do respect what they are doing and cherish every oppurtunity.
Hence, being the best is always the most important for me.
(not including live...i am a super easy-going person, despite i love luxury and elegent clothes/food/drinks/music. So comes to the second point..."Excellence.")
"Excellence" is the No.2 of my values order
Excellence for me means it is extrordinary. When ppl focus so much on their work, they can make really high quality and beautiful things.
Like... dress, food, cocktails, music, or even a nice designed hotel room with great service...etc. So many examples out there.
It doesn't have to be super expensive... but it must worth u to pay attention on it.
And for myself... I 'm trying to make myself excellence..(you know...i cannot cook or carving wooden art piece)
Feeling the joy from inner site of body, eat health, becoming wise and kind person, being satisfied to what i've had, being my best : ),
having a body can fit in lovely dress, earning enough money to enjoy the extrordinary meal.
And Most important of all... i cannot reject excellent guys... I mean those super smart and wise guys.
: )
This is truly a big, critical findout.
The third is wise...
but i haven't thought about how to explain this one..
it's like...know this world better...
Besides, just becuase they understand more,
then they can treat ppl, deal the task in a right way including theirselves.
And i hope i can be this kind of person.
Let me think a little more about this sector...then i will come back another day for full explanation.
The fourth is connection, and the fiveth is balance.
OK...i decide to log 3rd~5th in the next blog.
Good night.
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